2010-04-11

To believe is To see

I sometimes feel like Alice in Wonderland, and the reason must be because I don't always believe what I see, but seems I DO see what I believe. Sounds like superstition or fake but realize that my beliefs always precede reality. I and YOU can only see and experience what we believe.









From limiting beliefs that don't support me on the jorney towards my goals in my ability to see character traits in myself that others see as obvious in my ability to perceive solutions to a problem when I am in an unreasourceful or negative state.

2010-04-03

warm and cold

Facing emotional problem, I try to think over and over and sometimes reach it's stupid or meaningless. Although the idea makes me embarassed now that I have no idea how to get it back, I know I don't need to think it any more in a way like a machine. On the other hand, how come some people get stuck and seem want to stay? Is that because they are following emotion no matter what the reason behind there?
Do I lack of humane feelings? Or Do others overflow with warmth?

Given I am blamed because of 'that' cold-hearted, do I need feel sorry?
Given I am terribly sorry, do I need to change it or disguise myself?

No need to hurry..
I am still young enough. :D

The emotion I feel is always about the variance between where I want to be and where I am. If I am out of balance, there are only 2 ways to bring myself into alignment - Either raise my expectation to match my desire or lower my desire to match my expectation.