I am sorry.

Especially when listening to New Age music, I am pretty surprised with their 'special ability' to name the song. Still remember, with a cold wind and peace in the park, the melody through the ear-phone to my ear and the title through my gom-pod to my eyes were exactly matched and really astonished at that time. Wow, wow, Steve is really genius.(as well as handsome -_-)

I am usually stuck in expressing what I feel using whatever language. I don't need to be precise for my emotion or feeling but sometimes I am eager to deliver how I Do feel now .. got stuck.:( Neither I know why I want to express my feeling nor why I am stuck there. Anyway, this makes me envy the persons like Steve very much. I also envy the people who are in tears in front of drawing. Although I believe I am a sort of enjoying 'art' people, still not enough.

* I am not saying I am not satisfied with that, just I envy the others. uuuuuuuuu, greedy greedy.

Actually, I brought the title 'I am sorry' for my friend to say I am sorry. I need remain absolutely calm and self-possessed but seems I need more learning and practice. Even though I just said I am not good at expressing myself, I admit that It was Rush of mine to say so before. I am sorry and I am sorry. Every second, I notice and realize and learn a lot from you and your story. I'd like to learn how to listen well more. :)

Thank you.
Take good care of you, please.