Facing emotional problem, I try to think over and over and sometimes reach it's stupid or meaningless. Although the idea makes me embarassed now that I have no idea how to get it back, I know I don't need to think it any more in a way like a machine. On the other hand, how come some people get stuck and seem want to stay? Is that because they are following emotion no matter what the reason behind there?
Do I lack of humane feelings? Or Do others overflow with warmth?
Given I am blamed because of 'that' cold-hearted, do I need feel sorry?
Given I am terribly sorry, do I need to change it or disguise myself?
No need to hurry..
I am still young enough. :D
The emotion I feel is always about the variance between where I want to be and where I am. If I am out of balance, there are only 2 ways to bring myself into alignment - Either raise my expectation to match my desire or lower my desire to match my expectation.
nononon, I am not a kind of machine.
ReplyDeleteI was looking at only my side, my good.
For overall.. I am not I am not. absolutely.