Diary.

I used to have the diary opened on the desk in order for someone to take a look at it and read what I recently think and want, when I was a child.(for the definition of age) I do still not know there was anybody reading but I remember no one had responded to what I wrote down in the diary meaning that my 'strategy' never worked. (there must've been someone else seeing it but ignored, may not) Although I was not that deligent (ok, I can say 'lazy'), so the date of every page was in distance, when I had what I wanna tell somebody and was in difficulty to find the way how to deliver, I brought a diary on the desk and left the messege. And, got it opened. As I mentioned,

It was not working at all.

I have sometimes communication problem with others. They take sometimes what I don't exactly mean, and then, to make it up, to cover or to get them straight, I gotta make efforts more than a little bit. However, most of the cases are in vain. No matter how I am trying, misunderstanding is just misunderstanding. Hence, I'd rather choose 'writing' despite the fact there're still risks now that I don't need to be in trouble having excuses while I am deliverying something. Well...
I don't believe that I can get someone else to totally understand what I mean and I can understand 100% what others mean, but I wish my communication skill gets better and better yet.

Oh, now and then, we have no choice but writing something to delivery what I wanna tell just like the situation I am facing now. But it seems not working again.